Beloved Flower Lover,
Recently visited by a previously regular customer, we asked her why she had stopped, and why she had returned.
We opened up to her story.
She was very honest talking about how she had become very resistant to her own happiness since she had entered into an amazing job and relationship.She described how she had started to find she was resisting eating well and giving her flowers.
She went onto say that she forced herself and found herself resist herself even more. She was not bringing out the best from herself with all that aggressive force….But she did not know what to do. She found herself getting quite bitchy and just feeling quite unhappy despite all these amazing developments in her life.
She said there was a part of herself that she was now calling her ‘cool-bitch’ as she felt it was time to get to know her. This was the side of her that could follow through with the most intense focused power,without a hint of a smile and not care about the consequences to others. She went onto say that she realized that it was time to embrace and respect her.
She said something interesting began to happen. That the ‘cool bitch’ came out when she was facing a completely un-associated challenge in life which she thought she could not accomplish or achieve .
She realized that she needed to learn about the issue that she felt she could not accomplish and actually talk about it, journal it, She realized that she could be a headmistress and rock the boss experience as well as be a total nerd. This was why she was buying flowers again. She was re exploring that special relationship again.
Back to flowers!
She had decided to let go of the fear of the part of her that felt it was protecting her with the ‘cool-bitch’ persona because it felt that it had no other way of getting what it wanted. She realized that she still had a few more personal goals to achieve and that they could only happen if she had all her energy focused in harmony within herself. Getting to know that part of her that had been using sheer brute force to get things done and getting that part of her be friendly with other parts of herself was her focus now.
“My soft evolution embracing my strong revolution” she said as she winked at us!
“There is so much more to this. I will tell you more about my journey very soon”
The London Flower Lover