Beloved Flower Lover,
She showed up in our space. Soft makeup, easy hair, easy clothes, looking ageless, she could have come from any race on the planet. Her children on half term holidays, she slept in today and decided to choose something from our ‘retro vintage floral design range.’
Her mobile phone rang. She answered with a huge smile and laughter…and began the familiar, how are you today? conversation.
Listening to her talk to her friend we heard her say…she had decided to break old barriers, break her limitations, and extend herself by cutting with self improvement and fixing herself. No more. She felt she was using a huge ‘love cutlass’, to lovingly cut with her previous decisions. She said she felt like she was being energised by a brilliant teacher, an inner teacher, who was teaching her to remain open to all the love that’s already there by putting an expiry date on any non loving vibe. She was promoted.
We could not help listening in to the conversation. There was no way we could dismiss her. Her cutlass was lovingly cutting and clearing away ‘her stuff’ to be salvaged through her ‘self love, self appreciation and laughter machine on the go’. She was a natural force that looked like every woman we ever met.
Yes she talked about anger, fear, sadness, grief, worry and all that whilst using her intention for holding space for that beautiful changeless love towards herself and others.
We recognised she was talking about the b.s. that we all experience in our relationships. And by listening we felt like we could relate to some of the tougher topics she talked about. As we listened to her, we found out how she found ways to forgive herself and others. Her natural colourful acceleration of love was spinning in our space. We received it emotionally in our hearts. Like telepathy we received the message clearly.
She was looking at her fear like it was a person. And decided to be friends with it instead. Her heart blending tenderness towards it.
Not just intellectually because it would be fake and not live on. No, she was being practical about this highly intentioned love thing. She was energising herself by cutting from toxic voices in her head, by creating a new song and dance. It started with her body. Anything she said that stirred her, moved her,opened her senses of scent,colour, touch and hearing.
We looked on. She looked like the picture of lovability as she continued her bright and breezy chatty conversation on the phone. She was so playful in her own way.
We heard another huge laugh as she mentioned how much fun she had with her sweetheart that weekend. She had had ‘cloudy weather’ with him yet knowing all weather passes, she decided to re-balance herself by enjoying putting herself first. To smile at herself and putting sunshine flowers into her space. And by enjoying her power to choose peace and happiness first, she reversed any blame for each other. She remained open to the embrace of love.
Making her self encouraging love voice heard clearly to herself she was cooing affectionately about her achievement. We heard whispers, then it became clear again. We heard her even talk about writing out her autobiography. Her re-programming story about herself being the ‘sweet space’, ‘sweet spot of reciprocated love’, through a variety of dramas. The story was entitled, ‘I decide to feel the warm embrace of peace, love, beauty, fun, connections and happiness first. It’s normal and natural!
She talked about the dance and flowers she used to switch up her bodily energy. She was not forcing nothing, she was going inwards, just moving into what made her unique yet the same as every other person. That was her delight.
At one point as she was looking at some deeply coloured flowers, we saw her put one hand on her heart and look into the mirror and just mouth and whisper “I love you “. She was so into herself. She did not notice us.
The tone of this magical conversation switched to an even sweeter vibration as she talked about fiancial solutions. She decide to create her own entrepreneurial business which embodied the vibration of enjoying the pleasure of self appreciation out into the universe….
Plugging in, plugging out, plugging back into her conversation. We listened, tapping in, tapping out. We heard her voice tingle passion about being confident in love with herself in all her forms. She was using dance and flowers for appreciating herself. Was she for real? Warts and all? You decide.
She said she was very excited about them meeting up for lunch for a nice cup of tea and that she was just deciding that her choice of flowers that day where to open up that space of “appreciation for peace, pleasure and compassionate warriorship” as she called it.
She seemed to be spinning eternally open with bright radiant colour blending with the tenderness of the compassionate heart that connects us all.
Everything went quiet after she left…we took a deep breath and felt a silent eternal peaceful space open up wide …..we were all connected, we all felt electric, we all felt sweet, we all felt!
The London Flower Lover